No one can do it for me but I..

Only I can tackle my sadness, only I can decide that enough is enough, it is high time, only I can see that I am only surviving rather than enjoying, truly living. All my dear ones, friends might say me to look at the bright side but I know, I try my best to see the same but i don’t see one. 

Whenever I get into such circumstances I try really hard but I fails in pushing my mind to see the bright sight. To overcome the mild feeling of sadness I generally starts reading positive inspirational quotes, stories and that do work but unfortunately only for that span of time when I have this positive stuff in front of me. While reading this, I feel like now, I will behave in this way, now I will do this, do that but this positive spark always fades within a few hours.

I know how can I overcome this. In fact, I try my best not to get caught up in a never-ending cycle of the symptoms, spoiling my mood, sadness. But, by bringing up the negative feelings over and over again in me, I become sad. 

It is not easy, but I do my best in focusing on the positive things in my life but all in vain as they don’t last long. It is crystal clear to me that, it will be challenging at first for me to overcome negativity as I myself by seeing the negative side, have made my mind used to looking at all that is wrong and now it won’t want to find positive aspects of my life easily. As it is rightly said, “The pessimistic, negative thinking is dominant.”

At present, the need of the hour for me is to practice POSITIVE THINKING as often as I can. In this way only I can start looking at the brighter side, otherwise I myself will become the obstacle in the path of my happiness. 

So, my heart, you know what, I can be Happy, one day i will be HAPPY :)